Wiie!
POSTED ON Thursday, April 29, 2010 AT 4:18 AM \\
Erkay, I dunno how to explain how I'm feeling right now.
I'm like the happiest girl on earth today.
Yeah, like, super duper kaduper!!
I'm uber glad, rejoicing and praising the Lord right now :))
Here's the scoop.
We have this exposure trip on Elite Circle Club (a club in school)
We'll go to GMA Network Center (have a tour there and watch the taping of a show), and then we'll go to UP Diliman and Ateneo De Manila University (two popular universities in the Philippines)
Well, I was really excited for it when our teacher informed us about it.
Of course! 
I cannot tell a name in our club who wasn't excited about the idea that time.
Exposure trips seldom happens in our school.
We were told about it like two weeks ago, but I only had the courage to ask for permission from my father last Tuesday, the day before we have to tell our teacher if we will be joining or not.
And guess what?!
He wasn't good with the idea.
He didn't allow me!!!
Can you imagine that?!!
This is like the first time I'll be joining an exposure trip (obviously the first time I'll ask his permission for an expo trip)... and he didn't allow me!!!!!!
I was using the computer that time, and so I lost energy.
I turned it off after awhile and proceeded to my room.
And you know what I did there...
cry!
I cried for more than an hour.
The next day, I asked again for his permission.
He even discussed and scolded me about my usage of the organ.
He said I don't use my organ anymore and I just surf the net all the time.
Of course that's not true!!
I always find time to play it.
I cried again for an hour.
Imagine that! I have to go to school for Elite and i was crying 3 hours before.
So I went to school with puffed eyes and bad mood.
My classmates immediately noticed the bad aura and they asked.
I told them I am not joining the expo trip and the were shocked.
I was teary-eyed but I stopped it.
Of course! I stopped it, I don't wanna look stupid there crying like a child because my father didn't allow me join my friends play.
But we're not going to play, we will learn from the experience!!
I was so sad the whole time the class was discussing about the trip.
I still asked for a form because I was still hoping I'll be able to join (that's the spirit!)
But that night, I didn't ask yet and talked to my father.
I let the day passed first and the "hot-head".
Early this morning, Via called me and told me that I'm the only one who will not join (in our batch).
She told me to try it out and tell my parents that it's only me who is not going (we're both hoping my parents will allow me).
I texted my father (he's busy preparing stuffs for the reunion)
His "busy-ness" kind of made me nervous at first because me bothering might only make him angrier.
But I still texted him because that's the only chance I got (My teacher's submitting the names already to GMA)
After 15 minutes, no replies from him.
I told myself that's because he's not looking his phone because he's busy. I waited.
After like... 30 minutes I got a text from him.
His reply - Cge (alright)
One word only. But I took it positively!
I jumped around. I told my sister about it.
I called Via.
I couldn't stop jumping and celebrating.
Now, I haven't confirmed it with him personally yet (he's not yet home).
But he can't say 'no' anymore because I got in the list already =P
This blog entry is too long already.
Well, I'm just too happy for the trip. Yay!
Camera's reserved for me on that day! =P

Seraching
POSTED ON Monday, April 26, 2010 AT 7:05 PM \\
I'm looking for Piano music sheets
and I must say,
this is really hard..
I can't seem to find any.
Well, I don't have an idea where to look. lol
I'm using google to look for some.
So far....
so bad.
haha!!
Do you know a site?
Please tell me.
I really want to play some songs
In fact, after I surf the net,
I'll proceed to my organ and practice some beginner songs :)))

Well, you see, honestly, I don't have any idea what to blog today.
I was just searching for piano sheets and I thought of blogging about since I don't have an idea what to blog!
You see what I mean?!
Might as well, share that thing with you.

glitter-graphics.com

PIANO is ♥
POSTED ON Friday, April 23, 2010 AT 9:56 PM \\
So yeah today was my 3rd Piano session and I learned a new lesson (RESTS). lol
Have I ever told you that every time I go to school for the lesson, I feel like a kindergarten because of the lessons and the music I play. Hehehe!
But I know as time go by, I will improve (hope so), and I will no longer feel like a kinder :D
Today, my mother woke me up at five thirty
I was like, "What the hell, mom?! Do you have any idea what time it is?! It's only fucking 5:30 in the morning and my piano lesson is at 8:40!!" But I didn't really tell her that because I will go to hell. Oh gawd..
Then she woke me up at 6:30, just as when my alarm clock alarmed me (of course! what else would an alarm clock do!?)
I was still as sleepy as ever, so I woke up at 7. lol
I ate, brushed my teeth, took a bath, dressed up.
And then I answered the worksheet because I thought my teacher would be checking it, but she didn't. lol
I was wearing shorts.
When I went out our door, 5 minutes before I should walk, I decided to wear pants because I realized I'm not comfortable wearing shorts outside (better luck next time, girl)
So at exactly 8:20, 20 minutes before my scheduled lesson, I walked out.
I rode a tricycle and arrived at school at 8:35 (I didn't wait for too long unlike last week, I waited and just stood there for like 20 minutes. gah!)
then the lesson started at 8:50 (10 minutes wasted. *roll eyes*)
After the lessons, I went to 711 to buy my milk (I sooooo love milk :D)
After that, I rode a jeep and then walked my way home.
And now, I miss B :D:D:D (lol. what's the connection?!!!)

POSTED ON AT 8:33 PM \\
I'd rather be with a crying true friend than to be in a crowd party with the hundred fakes..
 oyeah! 'coz I love my friends and they are the best.
they may make feel stupid and disappointed at times but that's just fine because that's what makes our friendship.
that's us.
they are the people I will treasure for the rest of my life :D
i miss these people. gah! this is what I hate about the vacation -not seeing your classmates and friends T_T
I hope everybody will keep in touch and nothing/no one will change :))

:'(
POSTED ON AT 12:07 AM \\
I expect too much.
I hope too much.
I love too much.
I give too much.
I wait for too much.
I dream too much.
I aim for too much.

AND I SUCCEED NEVER.

aww. I'll never act this way again.
It's only me that looks stupid.
I'll wait for the right time and leave everything to GOD.

=P
POSTED ON Friday, April 16, 2010 AT 8:52 PM \\
If you like me then raise your hand if not then raise your standard....!!!
 
i found this quote on a blog while I was browsing through 'about me' quotes.
so yeah, I was like that's sooo true hehe:D
I'm not the kind of person kasi who'd adjust if somebody doesn't like me.
if that's the case, then so be it.
i don't have to be plastic just to please everybody.
i'll just be me whether you like it or not.
let it be.
love me or hate me, that's your choice but i don't care either way.
=P

thank you.
POSTED ON Monday, April 12, 2010 AT 4:16 AM \\
Diana Patricia Bugay 

Thank you for being a nice bestfriend to me.
You made my second year high school more special and meaningful.
Sorry for the times I hurt you.
Thanks for the laughters and joys.
I hope our friendship will last forever and we'll get even more closer.
No secrets, 'kay?
ILY!
:-)

PIANO lovin'
POSTED ON Saturday, April 10, 2010 AT 11:14 PM \\
so yeah!!
yesterday, at like 7 am, my mom woke me up to tell me what time my piano lesson will be.
'coz until that day i still wasn't aware of my schedule.
so my sched is from 8:40am-9:20
6 Saturday morning sessions.
the time - it's fine with naman. ok na yun.
so I started to prepare at 7.
I ate then took a bath and dressed myself.
my father was asking me na to go at like 5 minutes after 8,
and that was too early for 8:40, right?!
so I didn't go with him (he was asking me to make sabay na)
he scared me off pa nga na bahala daw ako pag nalate ako
and hindi na daw niya ko ihahatid kasi he offered a ride na then I didn't want pa.
so I was like fiine, I can managae.
at 8:15 I went out the house.
and then when I was like one house away from home, I realized our dog was following me pala!
And then I went back just to make the dog go back.
and then nakipag-away pa sa ibang dog!
that incident wasted 5 minutes of my time.
gah!
so I went and locked our dog inside our gate.
I rode a tricycle.
went inside the school.
I waited for my teacher at the second floor of the building.
While I was leaning on the ledgr, nag-emo pa ko. lol
I reminisced pa our school days and I realized I missed it like hell na pala and I wanted to see my classmates and friends na!
so ayun natapos na yung naunang tinuruan ni teacher jazz. it's my turn na,
I was kinda nervous pa nga! lol
kasi it's my first time, tapos one-one-one pa.
so ayun, she explained music first.
and then I had some exercises.
ok naman siyang magturo for me.
I understood it.
but the bad thing is, i don't have an organ pa at home.
that's my problem nga e.
i might forget everything until we meet again. haha!!
hopefully, not!
so ayun, I went home na.
:D:D:D
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at like 4 pm, pumunta dito yung mga naging friends namin nung Holy Week sa bisita. 
actually, friends na talaga namin kahit dati pa, yung iba :D
so yun, kwentuhan, meryenda, punta sa kubo.
tapos nagpatay-sindi pa yung kubo.
they scared pa us na parang may multo daw, kasi madilim dun sa may mismong bahay.
haay, wala yun!!
so yun, dahil gabi na, pinag-dinner na din sila dito.
we have s starbucks-like big umbrella pa nga ee.
so we were joking na nagdinner sila sa starbucks. hahaha!
and of course, di mawawala ang camera time! heehee
pose dito, pose doon.
tapos si Phiona, na talagang siya lang ang pakay namin, e ayun, makulit pa rin at super hyper!
kaso nung pinapasayaw namin at pinapakanta, nahihiya.
pero okay lang yun!!
haha!
nag-enjoy naman kami lahat! :D
♥♥♥

if it's not meant to be, it's won't happen.
POSTED ON Friday, April 9, 2010 AT 12:08 AM \\
If it's not meant to be,
it won't happen.

If it's not meant to be,
it won't happen.
so whatever pray-overs you do,
however many the coins you throw on fountains,
whatever "gayumas" you do,
if it's not for you,
if it's not meant for you,
if he is not your destiny,
it won't happen.
but if ever it comes true,
no wonders if you'll only get hurt.
that is why we should never alter what God wants.
let His will always be done.

Well, I'm not.
POSTED ON Monday, April 5, 2010 AT 5:20 AM \\
He's happy.
She's happy.
Well, I'm not.
End of blog post.

Suh-weet!
POSTED ON Saturday, April 3, 2010 AT 10:00 PM \\
I'm currently writing a story. 
I'm hoping I'll be able to finish this one unlike my other stories. 
I'm on the third chapter already - not yet finished (going to finish it right after I'm done updating my accounts). Well, I'm just too excited for my story because I have a great plan for it. 
I'm just crossing my fingers I won't lose interest and ideas. 
Help me God. 
And help me people!
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Tomorrow's the distribution of cards. 
Going to see my classmates and friends again. 
haha! 
Excited for tomorrow. 
You know, excited for what will happen and the gimmick :) (don't know yet where it will be)
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I had a very great and wonderful HOLY WEEK this year.
I used to stay at home.
But this year, I joined the PABASA (PASYON), I stayed over night for the PABASA.
I was able to attend the Mass for the PARANGAL SA ILAW. (woke up at 11:30 pm last night and was awake 'til 6 am today)
I can say I was able to offer this year's HOLY WEEK fully to GOD.
I'm proud of my accomplishment this year.
How I wish I'll have the chance to this again in the succeeding years.
:D
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I made a formspringme account, I guess you have seen my post (the one before this).
I have added the link in the OTHERS section of my Blog.
Please feel free to ask me anything.
It is my pleasure to answer your questions.
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Other than that...
I'm wishing you a very “HAPPY EASTER”
  with love and best wishes..
may the EASTER day bring
LOTS of HAPPINESS and JOYS in your LIFE.
may you live long LIFE…
and that EASTER day will come in YOUR life hundred times…
Remember me in ur prayers..